Blank is my mind, disturbed is my vision and lost is my creativity. For some reason or another I can't capture one decent picture any more. I feel I’ve lost it forever. Any picture I shoot recently has no sense, no feeling and no meaning and I am so not satisfied with the outcome. It is such a disturbing feeling, when you feel that you have just lost it. All the stuff I am posting are some of my old shots, I have taken the past couple of years. When I feel hopeless, I dig into those old folders to a picture in order to post. The feeling kills me the most when i see what kind of work I used to produce and what kind of useless boring work I ended up with now. I know some of you would say it is a phase every photographer and artist passed by from time to time, but with me I feel it is lasting and it is so depressing.

I think this post is all about what is disturbing and giving me this blue mood. Whenever I want to write my thoughts, poems, or anything else, it is difficult for me to write it down directly from my mind to the keyboard. I have to grab a pen & paper and at that exact moment my ideas and words will just flow down on the paper. I feel it is weird and awkward, I was the only one back at the university who writes her essays and papers first on papers then type them down. And since I had started writing poems, I can’t type, I have to write them.

Now I am wondering, Am I the only one or any one out there is experiencing the same phase and feel inspired writing and not typing?

P.S. & .. A7san Allah 3zakom dears.. Leallah ma a5ath o leallah ma a36a o kl shy 3ndeh bajal mosama.. Allah ey9aberkom ya rab..

I want to apologize for not being around as before and for not replying everyone who had been commenting and faving my work for the past days and for my contacts who I haven't been commenting to your work.. You all pardon me I am living this out of inspiration phase where i feel so un-productive.